This week, I gave myself the high honour of re-watching one of my favourite films, Paris is Burning. I wanted to reacquaint myself with this movie because not only is it one of the most important pieces of modern gay media, it also moves my study from the beginning to the end of the Pansy Craze explored at the end of last week. Paris is Burning chronicles the height and end of the “Golden Age” of New York City Drag balls, as well as it provides a “thoughtful exploration of race, class, gender, and sexuality in America”. This film is extremely important to me personally because when I was a bit younger, it opened my eyes by vocalizing so many of the things I had been feeling and subconsciously doing my entire life. I think this movie is so incredibly important to the Gay community today because it provides us with a lexicon of terminology created by other Gay people to allow us to express how we navigate a predominantly heterosexual world.
As explored last week, the 1920s and 30s were when the general public were drawing links between female impersonation and homosexuality, and following WWII in the 50s and 60s, being homosexual landed you on the ‘National Security Risk’ list during the McCarthy-era communist witch hunts. Between 1947-1950, over 400 people were fired from their jobs for being homosexual. LGBT people fought back against the popular belief that they were lesser, ‘perverted’ people during the Stonewall Riots of June 1969, where Trans women and Drag Queens made up the majority of the front line battalion against police officers arresting individuals for not dressing in accordance to their biological gender. Paris is Burning offers both straight and Gay people massive insight as to why being a ‘man’ in a dress is so politically important, and how gender and sexual suppression is so deeply damaging to people and communities. The movie is a mix of footage from drag balls interspersed with monologues from many of the faces of the community at the time, notably Dorian Corey, Pepper LaBeija, Venus Xtravaganza and Willi Ninja. I believe two of the most important topics covered in the film are the concept of ‘Realness’, as well as the sense of belonging and family that the ball scene fostered. As the ‘concept’ of homosexuality became more realized during the 1900s, by which I mean the general public became more aware of means of ‘identifying’ who was a homosexual, gay people had to consciously unlearn so many innate behaviours we share that mark us as ‘other’. ‘Realness’ defined in the movie means to ‘pass’ as whatever it is you’re trying to imitate, be that a woman, a rich person, or a heterosexual. Gay people have no choice but to be constantly aware of the way they act, and the way that we are perceived by others, so it’s absolutely no surprise that we would use these skills to our benefit by creating balls wherein our trained everyday behaviour can be used in competition. This is also a good time to mention ‘Reading’ which is another skill in the gay toolbox explained in the movie which we use to both criticize each other and help to improve our ‘Realness’. A ‘Read’ is simply pointing out a flaw in someone else and exaggerating it, but as Dorien Corey so eloquently explains,
“When you are all of the same thing, then you have to go to the fine point. In other words, if I’m a black queen and you’re a black queen, we can’t call each other ‘black queens’ because we’re both black queens. That’s not a read—that’s just a fact. So then we talk about your ridiculous shape, your saggy face, your tacky clothes. Then reading became a developed form, where it became shade.”
In the same way a performance is scored out of 10 at a ball by the judges, gay people are constantly scoring and rating the everyday performance of each other (and honestly everyone else around us too). By analyzing what makes straight people “Real” we can then incorporate that realness into our own illusion.
This desire to be “Real” comes from the deep loneliness that I believe is almost universal among the gay community, both then and now. Even in 2018, people all over the world are cast out of their homes and shunned by their family and friends for coming out of the closet, some even killed. Pepper LaBeija, Mother of the House of LaBeija, explains that a lot of the kids coming into the ball scene have absolutely no where else to go, and so she effectively becomes their Mother when they join her “House”. These words were chosen by the community for these specific reasons, and it’s so fascinating to me to see the sad history behind the terms we all throw around so colloquially now at Gay social events. Balls were created for so many people cast aside by society could find a home and find an area to excel, which caused the number of categories one could walk in at a ball to be constantly expanding to include as many facets of identity as possible. The ball scene is very much alive today, obviously, but Paris is Burning is such an important touchstone for anyone looking to gain a deeper understanding of the Gay community, and provides answers to the very fair question of “Why do gay people do what they do? Why not just blend in?”. We have no choice! Straight people have made it so difficult for us to hide, so the impulse to subvert that and be as loud and outrageous as possible in my opinion makes complete sense. Ball culture was interestingly less focused on “Drag Queens” as opposed to gay and trans people in general, and next week I will be sticking with Gay NYC as I explore the even deeper underground scene of Club Kids.